Thursday, July 14, 2005

Nothing Else Matters

Have you ever wanted someone but yet too afraid to reach out and make contact? Then just watch as that person that you would have fought thru throngs of rabid cannibals and yet lose all spine when it comes to calling that person or melt into a pool of primordial soup when you two meet, rides into the sunset on the horse of some stranger while you are left with Tonto the Mule?
You can then never get the person you want but always end up by mistake with someone else and after awhile everything falls apart and you're left on your ass in the rain and a suitcase on your cranium. Its things like these that often make you think that whats the point if the whole love thing... what you wouldn't do to shoot Cupid down with a myriad of guns that would make Arnie swoon.
Well... join the club... I'm one such idiot who obviously realises the prob but is too much of a moron to solve it and find the courage to call someone at the wrong time or if its someone else and in the end gets into a royal mix up and having too kind a heart to do the right thing end up wasting yours and someone's elses time till the two of you cant stand each other.
What a SAP I am.... now its too late to do squat about anything so boo hoo to me ya? Best part of all is that when how the person can add insult to injury and declare you as a life long buddy or something... yea... why don't you just give me some Dettol and tell me "Yam Seng"? When i start spasming on the floor please call the ambulance only until a fat lady with a viking helmet and cast iron bra appears from behind the couch and sings "Aud Lang Syne".
On another note, the NKF aka NowKennaF*** is really distracting me from my test revision. I can't help it but be amused by someone who was formerly a practicing lawyer for ten years and make the mistake a senile, toothless old folk that speaks all three forms of chinese dialect save for chinese itself and english will never ever make; screw with the government.
Sueing some low paid salary worker is one thing... TRYING to sue a government backed media powerhouse is another. Its like kicking a rhino in the arse and see if it will roll over and die for you. What happened? Got hit in the head with a tap? If you wanna take a bite out of that, better check whether who's behind you preparing to excavate a new MRT line.
To top it all off, no sign of apology nor a tinge of remorse over the whole fiasco. Skin is as thick as th armor of a battleship... Jesus Tap Dancing Christ. I at least have a valid excuse to be a moron, what's yours?