And So It Is

Skipped work at the bar last night... went to Wala Wala for relaxation therapy with Song instead. Shared five jugs of beer among the two fools of us...

So it isn't surprising if i got a tad high since i havent drunk any liquor since god knows when... The band was fantastic though... started of with a great set... Kudos!



But somehow drink and a certain selection kinda made me more melancholy than happy... More so when they started playing Radiohead and Damien Rice...

All i've ever wanted was someone i could have intelligent conversation with instead of being asked the same ol' shit like "Do i look fat?" "I'm ugly" and all the mind numbing banter.. Basically i do realise that gals hang around me just as long as it takes for them to unload their troubles on me then afterwhich will say crap like "You're girlfriend will be so lucky" blah blah blah... I DO NOT NEED YOUR FUCKING SYMPATHY. I don't feel sorry for myself and i don't need someone who's life requires constant direction from someone else to give me that. Enough about whatever fictitious girlfriend i will have in the future... i'd rather you tell me winning lottery numbers than about that.

And the best part is when i've found someone i can chat like this with... Its someone i will never get. Now i know how a donkey feels with a carrot dangling in front of it.

There is so much i would like to tell her...

I guess its summed up in this song...

"And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is (he has)
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is (he has)
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is (he has)
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say you better want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new"