Sunday, August 14, 2005

On a Feather And Some Mumbles

If none of you get my title of this entry don't bother thinking about it too much...

I am stressed for once. Cue insane screaming. *pause*

Normally i'm quite laid back. However the pressure of several megatons of projects which i'm doing ALONE and my screwed bodyclock and immune system which has failed in its duty to get me well and instead induces me to hack out large volumes of gunk every morning like a cat with a Volkswagon sized hairball stuck in its throat, has caused me to start sprouting grey hairs which people have started plucking from my scalp after work like happy baboons.

*deep breath*

I need like a medication that will keep me awake for 36 straight hours and induce my brain to kickstart. Unfortunately nothing i know of inclusive of certain "recreational" unorthodox medication can do that. I might be awake but i would probably trying to figure out how my hands got so big.

This is really embarrassing since i expect more from someone who has gone thru 16 hour work days with my superior from the depths of Hell's toilet. If there was a Devil he would probably qualify as the combination of his nose pickings, ear wax, dandruff and body hair. I used to be able to tough it out in ths sun or in a unventilated cell among the various oils and grease of the known world and cracking my fingers and knuckles with an assortment of heavy objects. Now a stack of engineering math causes me to break out in cold sweat. How the mighty have fallen.... well... not so mighty...

I really regret not popping pills and sleeping thru the weekends as i should have and instead ended up sleeping in class and now am completely stumped on what i should do. My grades have dropped by a grade each. No more A's for this sod. And now my projects are in a semi state of completion here and there... like some half eaten carcasses ravaged by baboons.

I need to somehow straighten myself out and try to get things in order just like during Midnight Madness. In the meantime, i need COFFEE... a thirtysixple Espresso would do the trick... or maybe just pop the beans like beer nuts... XP

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