Tuesday, January 17, 2006

the way I am

very straight forward I am...

so hence... "A" u can do what you want to do... I don't care anymore. Seriously... After so much effort u put in to make me a hard cold shell to you, i'm happy to say u've gotten your wish. I wont give a damn what u do to urself so do enjoy.

On the other hand... i'm kinda stagnant in mood now. Not really fucked nor am i happy. Met some girl at work... thanks to some over zealous colleagues... I am the owner of her number. Sms her abit... seems nice enough. But frankly speaking... can't say i like or don't like her. Just engaging in chit chat here and there. Maybe i'll get a chance to get her out for a cuppa. She said yes but so far we've been unable to get the meeting in progress. I know alot of my friends are hoping and praying something will work out from this but please save it... all pretty much depends on the weather.

And to top it off, theres this girl i never mentioned at school. Ever since a somewhat unusual experience on the train we've always laughed at the sight of each other... only today did we actually speak to each other and get introduced. Think coz today was in more or less a zesty mood. So had some crazy in me that had to get out.

Thong's birthday is coming up. I dunno what i should get him. Call me petty or whatever but he still owes me a birthday gift from last year. I told him to forget about it but he refused so he dug his own grave and now has all forgotten about it and will again promise me something for my birthday THIS year when i hand him a present on his coming birthday. This is from a guy i've known 10 years and i havent once recieved a birthday gift from him though he's gotten a few from me.

This brings me to the topic of birthday gifts.

Its damn fucked to decide whether or not to give a birthday gift to someone coz at the same time you put this person under stress and obligation to get you a gift on yours. At the same time that person has to top your present. In the end its more of a headache.

Normally i dont mind if i get a gift or not coz i dont really celebrate my birthday. But in thong's case its more of the promise i'm somewhat ticked off about. Even if he got me a new pet army ant i wouldnt mind, its the thought that counts afterall. But its the fact he could just forget about me and yet every year can get something for other people. So yea... i'm somewhat pissed off.

But however i'm far too polite to fuck him as he is a friend. He hasn't done anything further YET to piss me off to that point so i'll leave it as that. However i would say wont be getting him something like last year. Maybe a 12 pack of Gillette Mach 3 blades....

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