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its friggin 0325hrs and i cant sleep. Well... isnt tt the usual? Got my new ipod. Works like a dream but the flaw is tt the bugger charges automatically when u update it so i sense a battery change aint too far away.
Feel wasted no matter how much i try to rest these bones... maybe coz of my sleeping problem, well... staying clear of medication before i get too reliant on it and anyway my supply is running low.
Have a pile of assignments to do... doing a one man show for the myriad group projects i've chosen to do solo is really one hella job. Grades slipping... at a 3.16 GPA now compared from the 3.8 i was last year. Gotta really wedgie myself and get the data flowing again. Somehow just dont have the mood to do anything.
Realised i talk to angel practically every freakin day... must stop disturbing her at work. heh. I just feel uncomfortable being too chummy with attached women... u never know what jealous manimals boyfriends can be. Speaking of which... Song has been pestering me to get a gf since last monday... sheesh... like i have the time to socialise? I dont even friggin know what movies are showing now or even remotely know where Carl Jr is... ask me how to whip up a Space 2001 or a Screaming and i can tell u in detail the amounts and concoction. Hahaha... lifeless me. Even my drinking has suffered... can't drink for nuts without having a bite to eat first. If this goes on i'm gonna topple after a LIT.
Can't blame Song for pestering me about the woman thing... probably feels like many others that i should get attached and "settle down" so to speak. Figure a lady in my life would make me laugh abit louder, smile a little more and add more life in this brain dead carcass that i am now. Thanks guys... but with all the shit i've been thru with the opposite sex i just dont really know if its worth the effort. Girlsfriends have been nothing but banes to my life. Yea i did become happy for awhile... then it became more like an ever tightening noose... Why do women get so possesive? Only thought guys did that. Couldn't hang out with friends, couldn't spend time with my pets and even less for work. Only a handful of women have struck me to be a guy's dream come true for a girlfriend. One is adeline, another is angel, then this classmate of mine, dear zhen and of course theres Jinx.
Speaking of that last one... haha... like the soda pop she is, popped up suddenly back in my life out of the blue. Went out a coupla times... was interesting... she's changed somewhat from years past. Much easier to talk to her now since she's revealed her similar crazy side to mine so i can speak freely for a change unlike with other ladies where i have to maintain the usual boring self of mine. Can't say we've been totally innocent... its shameless the way we flirt but then... whats new? xp.
On the other hand theres the lil piglet i have to take care of occasionally, ling... but i swear if she asks me to sponsor her again for shopping i'm gonna do pirouttes. Tres annoying at times since the only women i sponsor wld be my mom and my ex gfs. But then she makes up for all that by checking up on me occasionally on msn to TRY to get me to sleep though i often just set my msn to away and watch DVDs till morning.
No lack of female attention i seem to have? hahahaha... lemme say this... if u won the national indon lottery would it make u a happy person?
And no... i will not turn gay. period.
next one tt asks me that will be given the fist of death.
Met with francis. Looks as gay as ever and of course as tolerant of my shit. Sorry dude. I practice tough brotherly love... hahahaha. Its wise we only meet bi-annually or else u may actually go insane from my verbal jabs. Which of course you know i dont mean.
Look at the time.... heard 6 repeats of "Sweet Home Alabama"... time to hit the DVDs.... signing off.
its friggin 0325hrs and i cant sleep. Well... isnt tt the usual? Got my new ipod. Works like a dream but the flaw is tt the bugger charges automatically when u update it so i sense a battery change aint too far away.
Feel wasted no matter how much i try to rest these bones... maybe coz of my sleeping problem, well... staying clear of medication before i get too reliant on it and anyway my supply is running low.
Have a pile of assignments to do... doing a one man show for the myriad group projects i've chosen to do solo is really one hella job. Grades slipping... at a 3.16 GPA now compared from the 3.8 i was last year. Gotta really wedgie myself and get the data flowing again. Somehow just dont have the mood to do anything.
Realised i talk to angel practically every freakin day... must stop disturbing her at work. heh. I just feel uncomfortable being too chummy with attached women... u never know what jealous manimals boyfriends can be. Speaking of which... Song has been pestering me to get a gf since last monday... sheesh... like i have the time to socialise? I dont even friggin know what movies are showing now or even remotely know where Carl Jr is... ask me how to whip up a Space 2001 or a Screaming and i can tell u in detail the amounts and concoction. Hahaha... lifeless me. Even my drinking has suffered... can't drink for nuts without having a bite to eat first. If this goes on i'm gonna topple after a LIT.
Can't blame Song for pestering me about the woman thing... probably feels like many others that i should get attached and "settle down" so to speak. Figure a lady in my life would make me laugh abit louder, smile a little more and add more life in this brain dead carcass that i am now. Thanks guys... but with all the shit i've been thru with the opposite sex i just dont really know if its worth the effort. Girlsfriends have been nothing but banes to my life. Yea i did become happy for awhile... then it became more like an ever tightening noose... Why do women get so possesive? Only thought guys did that. Couldn't hang out with friends, couldn't spend time with my pets and even less for work. Only a handful of women have struck me to be a guy's dream come true for a girlfriend. One is adeline, another is angel, then this classmate of mine, dear zhen and of course theres Jinx.
Speaking of that last one... haha... like the soda pop she is, popped up suddenly back in my life out of the blue. Went out a coupla times... was interesting... she's changed somewhat from years past. Much easier to talk to her now since she's revealed her similar crazy side to mine so i can speak freely for a change unlike with other ladies where i have to maintain the usual boring self of mine. Can't say we've been totally innocent... its shameless the way we flirt but then... whats new? xp.
On the other hand theres the lil piglet i have to take care of occasionally, ling... but i swear if she asks me to sponsor her again for shopping i'm gonna do pirouttes. Tres annoying at times since the only women i sponsor wld be my mom and my ex gfs. But then she makes up for all that by checking up on me occasionally on msn to TRY to get me to sleep though i often just set my msn to away and watch DVDs till morning.
No lack of female attention i seem to have? hahahaha... lemme say this... if u won the national indon lottery would it make u a happy person?
And no... i will not turn gay. period.
next one tt asks me that will be given the fist of death.
Met with francis. Looks as gay as ever and of course as tolerant of my shit. Sorry dude. I practice tough brotherly love... hahahaha. Its wise we only meet bi-annually or else u may actually go insane from my verbal jabs. Which of course you know i dont mean.
Look at the time.... heard 6 repeats of "Sweet Home Alabama"... time to hit the DVDs.... signing off.
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